...at least that's what the tea leaves read.
...and yes, I'm still working on it - it's always a work in progress.
An hour and a half massage to a twisted nerve in the neck and shoulder can reveal a few things about someone's desires - and what a hunky bantam bastard he is! He does remind me of a rooster - all puffed up and tuff like he tries to come off - but with me - he shows his tender side. I stroke his long gorgeous hair to the front of his furry chest and explore his muscular and compact shoulders, rubbing that spot that makes him groan with relief in that gruff-sexy voice. The whole damn ritual of it turns me on wildly as I cajole my throbber on his back ever so lightly - and he likes it as much as I do... It just seems that I always get myself into these situations, and I don't know how or why that happens.
I often wonder why these guys like me - enough to trust me with their true feelings. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining - I quite enjoy every second of this sport. "Straight" tough guys, questioning their views on sex with another guy - it can be very rewarding or even dangerous - and I'm still hoping that it will be the former for us.
He's the great outdoorsy type. He wants me to go camping with him. I half-joke and say we'll only need one sleeping bag because it's so cold. He nods in agreement...
I know I could take him to all those wonderful places that he's never been before - if he'd only let me.
Trust is earned...
Time will tell - I'm a patient man.
I will follow it as surely as
the land-locked salmon finds the sea."
2 comments:
how erotic !
I got shivers reading this.
I was afraid I didn't write it right... Thanks Bro.
We spent the whole day together today - like old buddies - still skimming around the immutable fact of the chemistry between us, and having an awesome time.
It's very exciting to me, this dance.
A camping trip is really in the works. ;o)
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