Thanks for being there - somewhere

I thought I'd go mad - not having seen or heard. Feeling so helpless - thought you were lost to me. Que sera they say. They don't know you.

Then that voice on the other end of the phone in dulcet tones, calming my spirit like it always does. The electrons keeping me warm inside from the cold bitterness that once was passion - long ago. Still living with it - it seems like lifetimes away.

I'd almost forgotten all that - until you - one can grow used to the coldness without knowing. I'm absolutely mad for you - you have to know. How could you not? I know you feel it. Sure, I'll play it down on the outside - but it's raging in here. Torrid sun-surface melting.

All I think and feel hangs in the distance - balanced on a beam of light. It might as well be light years... hurry up and wait. Soon...

A New Dawn

ZEN and the art of the controlled accident
On controlling accidents...



This could easily be the story of my life.
It's most assuredly - that I'm here because of an accident. From then on, it becomes the dilemma of controlling the accident. How to become a desired effect from a happenstance. It's harder than one might think.



Most generally, accidents have a negative overtone to them. When one thinks of an "accident" it's usually a bad experience. If you happen to find yourself on the other side of an unexpected accident, it can take a lot of energy to turn it around into a positive thing...
Always remember, it's not an impossible feat.

Bon Chance, Mes Amis.

Open Your Mind

Can you see through the veil of perceived moralities?

What is the truth for you?
Believing things just because your society says they're right, is not always the truth. I know - I've had my eyes opened many times recently to what is and what should never be. Then there is always what should be and is not.

I've always believed that if you love someone - really love them - that is enough. This may not be the case for everyone. Is it possible to love more than one person at a time? I believe so. We may not necessarily be exclusively singularly attachable...

I may be the odd man out on this but, I know I have so much to give - and if the "one" I chose doesn't want it... well... I've been searching all my life. Guess it never really ends until it does.

Possibilities are open. Every person is not cut from the same mold. You may not have the right to judge another about how they want to live their lives... No harm done, but being truthful about it can bring consequences you were not willing to gamble on. Err on the side of caution, Human.

"Understanding is a virtue - hard to come by.
You can teach me how to Love if you only try.
So please - Don't give up so soon..."

Time Is Not My Own...

I must apologize to my readers on not having posted in a while. I've been spending all my "free" time working on a menu and logo for a new restaurant. As far as the logo goes, here's what I've come up with so far:



Of course, I inverted the image here so it would look better on the blog. ...and yes, that is actually what the place looks like.

The menu is another story for me. It is an ever changing process... One day I have something I think will be great, and the next day I think - do I really want to do that?

It's coming along though... I'll have plenty of time to do it right. (Hopefully)